Vendetta

by Miss Moonlight

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about

I thought that if I moved into the burned forest I might learn something - something about surviving. Or something about dying and being reborn. Something about rising out of the ashes of the past like a phoenix on a mission.

I did.

This album was recorded in my tent in Bastrop State Park, Texas, in January 2015.

Thank you to the people who believed in me.
Thank you to the trees who refused to fall.

Jana Suzanne Risher
March 3, 2015

"la vendetta è un piatto che va servito freddo"

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released March 3, 2015

all instruments, noises & voices,
mixing, mastering, songwriting & visual art
by jana suzanne risher

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Track Name: War Boy Part I
oh boy
you started a war, boy

that you will
never
win
Track Name: Pig
though your body’s skin and bones
the only pig i’ve ever known lives within you
fat with lies and unkindness
bathing in the shit that you cling to

it’s the cesspool of your mind
it’s the cesspool of your mind

people tried to pull you out
reaching down to you, they tried to help you
but instead of rising out
you try to pull them down to sink with you

in the cesspool of your mind
it’s the cesspool of your mind
Track Name: Shove It
everything you have was taken
by riding someone else’s wave
‘cause you’re nothing on your own
you’re nothing on your own

go and shove shove shove
shove your shit down peoples throats
those who know better they know
those who know better they know

like an infomercial on repeat
selling shit that no one needs
soulless babbling unoriginal
a soundtrack for a herd of sheep

go and shove shove shove
shove your shit down peoples throats
those who know better they know
those who know better they know

imitation jesus on the internet today
(trying to sell his shit as gold)
imitation jesus on the internet today
(but those who know better they know)

you should never give a narcissist a marketing degree
never give a narcissist a marketing degree

i can see right through you
Track Name: Too Boring To Be Insane
if i was going to follow someone
i’d follow someone interesting
i’d follow someone original
someone multi-dimensional

but baby all you have
is a badly played instrument
and a constant disgusting and desperate
need for attention

but i don’t believe you’re crazy
no i don’t believe you’re crazy
it’s just a sad sad game you’re playing
because baby, oh baby
you’re too boring to be insane

did it make you more interesting?
to destroy my reputation?
yeah you beg on your knees for attention
you lie for your need for attention

you wear the mask of insanity
to further your bullshit agenda
whatever it takes to fake it
whatever it takes to make you cool

but i don’t believe you’re crazy
no i don’t believe you’re crazy
it’s just a sad sad game you’re playing
because baby, oh baby
you’re too boring to be insane

you’re so boring
so one-dimensional
so boring
so one-dimensional

maybe you should spend more time practicing
and less time trying to be jesus
Track Name: Narcissus
when you look at your reflection
and you only see perfection
the big secret is, it's a sickness
an incurable disease

how's that for an epiphany?
how's that for an epiphany?

and when you buried deep your enemies
(thinking we were dead)
you didn't know they were really made of seeds
and all your digging, your burying
gave them life instead
(gave us life instead)

how's that for an epiphany?
how's that for an epiphany?
how's that for an epiphany?
how's that for an epiphany?
Track Name: Nemesis
when you were out
on the town
telling lies
trying to take me down

i was in
i was working
getting better

oh
your awful ways
feed the fire in me
that will burn you in
the end

while you crave the attention
that crazy brings
‘cause you’ve got
nothing better

i am living
loving, giving
getting healthier

oh
your awful ways
feed the fire in me
that will burn you in
the end
Track Name: At You Not With You
syd’s on the phone
he says he wants his self back
he says you can’t have it
and in the background

in the background
jesus laughed

the sun’s on the phone
says, “you don’t represent me,
you aren’t bright and warming,
i find it so insulting”

and in the background
jesus laughed

a wolf is on the phone
he wants to claw your eyes out
says, “you’re such a fucking coward,
and we are so courageous”

and in the background
jesus laughed

god’s on the phone
he says, “get over yourself,
you’re making a fool of yourself,
you’re not the center of the universe”

and in the background
jesus laughed

jesus on the phone
says, “do unto others…
nevermind you’re fucking hopeless”
and in the background

in the background
jesus laughed

in the background
jesus left
Track Name: Stalker
you tried to paint me as being crazy
so you wouldn’t be replaced
but the only thing that i am stalking
is lady karma digging on your face

(what will you do when justice happens to you?)

i’d rather stalk stalk stalk my own fingers
as they write write write you off for good
it’s your own fucked up ways
that have given me this taste for blood

do you see in your reflection
deepening wrinkles, the shadowed lines?
do you see the cold and soullessness
in the desperate stare of your eyes?

(what will you do when justice happens to you?)

i’d rather stalk stalk stalk my own fingers
as they write write write you off for good
it’s your own fucked up ways
that have given me this taste for blood

did you feel your spirit abandon you?
or did you choke it with your own two hands?
do you know it’s all your own doing?
you’re not a victim, this boy should be a man

karma speaks so fluently
(you should have known better)
you’re aging so ungracefully
(you should have known better)

you should have known better

what will you do when justice happens to you?
Track Name: War Boy Part II
oh boy
you started a war, boy

that you will
never
win.
Track Name: I'm Not Falling
i took a midnight walk
through the forest scarred
by fire

my footsteps fell on
layers of ashes
the wind blew strong through
leafless branches

it sounded like a song

and i heard the choir sing
i heard the choir sing
i heard the choir sing

“i’m not falling”
i’m not falling

when the last leaf drops
and there’s nothing left
to open towards the sun

it’s the reaching roots
gripping darkness deep
that keep that keep
that keep the tree breathing

keep the tree standing
keep the tree standing
keep the tree breathing

it sounds just like a song

and i hear the choir sing
“i’m not falling”
i’m not falling

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